I Gave Up!

What else did you expect from me right? I'm drunk now. on a downward spiral. nothing left to think, but just depression. that's all i think about now a days. like when i'm walking on the street, i think about someone just starting an argument with me for no reason and shooting me in the head. i don't know why i think these things, they just come naturally to me like breathing. but i just gotta try and forget about them and continue to live this puny pothetic little thing we call life. i'm so fed up with everything that's why i drink. drink to forget. drink to remember happier times. Just drink and listen to the cure. that's all i wanna do all day. and some other songs too. you can never forget about music when you're in a state like this. sometimes love songs give you that hope that there is someone else out there for you. but then you come to the realization that that's not true. love is something made up to sell movies and books.
The End!