Thursday, December 9, 2010

Is it really painful?

It seems that sometimes the best things in life pass us by and we choose the most chaotic and stress filled. But somehow that chaos gives us a level of content. We are not fulfilled until we have some sort of chaotic distraction in our lives to focus our positive energy or rather, all our energy into. So what is it that keeps us coming back to the pain? Is it really pain if it makes us smile? Can love make you forget and can it really conquer all? 
It's been 98 booze-free days. wish to never go back, just want to keep climing higher and higher. had an appointment today with a financial aid agency and i'm getting the gears ready for my audio production course. god willing, it shall all work out.
Day by day, little by little. 
but I want his love by my side. 
i just want him.
in my heart.
unconditionally...
:(

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